My Decision To Keep Everyday May Going As A Blog
Hi Dragonflies, As of recent I've made a desision that I will keep this blog going for odd occassions but I'm not focusing on making this an event anymore or writing as much about family domestic violence. This is because I have recently had a child and I feel like it's important to keep my focus on my child and my growing family. I want to balance talking about my toxic father when I need to but mostly focus on my little family. I think it's important to talk about these things to process sometimes but not to make my trauma my child's or to activate my flight or fight response. It has taken me this long to realise fully that I'm not powerless and my father now realises that I have him figured out and has changed his number because he knows that he cannot control me or my little family. He knows I will protect my child and that I'm not deluded in thinking that he could harm my child's development. Yeah it is a hard thought sometimes. That my father yet...