#1 In A Neglectful Parents Playbook: 'You Never Learnt How To Self Soothe'
Hi Dragonflies, When I used to go to my father when I was upset as an adult and confided in him with my struggles he would always say, "You never learned to self-soothe!" For a long time I partly believed in what he said and wondered what was wrong with me. It wasn't until I lived with my husband that I started to realise that if this were true (which it is not) then why is the blame put on me? It is the job of the parent to teach a child to self soothe and instead my father neglected me whenever I needed him and when I turned to him on the rare occassions as an adult he would use this line on me so he didn't have to help me and so he could deflect blame. He knew that I struggled so much as ann early adult because of his failure to really be there for me and to teach me how to be independant. I was naturally independant to some degree but my enjoyment of being independant came from not having to be around my father. I was often upset that my father didn't make t